Growth in Discipleship

Continuing in the Spirit
by Patti Gallagher Mansfield

Patti with Pope Benedict XVI (Pentecost 2006)

Patti Gallagher was one of those to be baptised in the Holy Spirit in February 1967, at a retreat for students from Duquesne University which marked the beginning of the Catholic Charismatic Renewal

When I was first asked to contribute this teaching on continuing in the Spirit, my mind turned naturally to those traditional means of spiritual growth, prayer and the sacraments, reading the Word of God, drawing on the treasures of Church teaching, spiritual direction, community, service, devotion to Mary and the saints. But what I feel the Holy Spirit wants me to challenge you about is the quality of your faith life... do you still have a faith that is expectant and vibrant?

Ask And You Shall Receive (LK. 11:9)

Thirty-two years ago at this very season, I was preparing to make a weekend retreat that would change forever my life... and your life too! At the time of course, I did not know that the grace of the Baptism in the Spirit which we would experience on the Duquesne Weekend was a gift destined for the whole Church. I knew only this: I wanted God! I wanted to know God and be led by His Spirit like the first disciples were, like the saints were. I dared to believe, with what seemed no bigger than a mustard seed of faith, that what I asked for, I would receive (Lk. 11:9-13). We were told to bring to that retreat an expectant faith... a confidence... that God would act on our behalf and send us His Spirit. We believed and God acted!

Nothing Is Impossible With God (LK. 1. 37)

A priest friend of mine thinks that this expectant faith is the most outstanding characteristic of the Charismatic Renewal. I can attest that immediately after being baptized in the Spirit when I heard a sermon in which the preacher was explaining that the miracles of Jesus didn't actually take place, expectant faith rose up within me. I wanted to stand up and shout, "You are mistaken. This Jesus whom I have just met personally, has power and authority to give sight to the blind, heal the sick and even raise the dead... not just when He walked the earth... but today as well. Jesus is alive and Jesus is Lord!" I had not yet seen such miracles, but knowing Him was enough to convince me that there is nothing impossible for Him to do... nothing!

What I knew then by faith, millions of us can witness to now from first hand experience. This living Lord Jesus continues to work miracles of physical and spiritual healing when His friends turn to Him with expectant faith and ask! This is a mystery that is uttered even in the Spirit. An American nun I know once had her gift of tongues recognised by a Polish man. He told her what she was proclaiming in Polish: "My Father is a King and He can do anything He wants!" The Spirit was inspiring in her the confidence and boldness of a child who knows what it is to call God, "Abba!" (Gal. 4:6-7).

Having Begun In The Spirit ... (GAL. :3)

We want to do more than begin in the Spirit; we want to continue in the Spirit. Could it be that our problem is the same as that of the Galatians? For what did St. Paul chastise them? For their lack of faith! Consider his searing words. "How did you receive the Spirit? Was it through observance of the law or through faith in what you heard? How could you be so stupid? After beginning in the spirit, are you now to end in the flesh? Have you had such remarkable experiences all to no purpose? Is it because you observe the law or because you have faith in what you heard that God lavishes the Spirit on you and works wonders in your midst?" (Gal. 3:2-5).

Does this passage apply to you? As a leader have you ever arrived at a spiritual event so aware of your shortcomings that you feel God could never use you? It's not "observance of the law" that qualifies you to be an instrument of the Spirit for the community. It's God's grace and your faith in Christ. Or, have you reached a place in your exercise of the charismatic gifts where you feel too comfortable? I've been reflecting that every time I yield to a charismatic gift, like prophecy or discernment, it takes an act of faith. It's not just routine. And to help it from becoming routine, the Lord sometimes shakes us up.

Where Are Your Eyes?

At a prayer meeting recently I felt the Lord say to me, "If only they would dance before me, I would set my people free." This was an unexpected word, one that I didn't want to hear and didn't want to give. I looked at the people, an older crowd of fairly conservative folks, and thought, "They'll never respond. They'll never dance." But I couldn't rid my mind of this "prophecy". Then I looked at myself. "I'm not energetic enough to lead them in dancing. I how could I be the one to proclaim such a message?" Still no peace. Finally, I looked at the Lord and stepped out of the boat. My husband was leading the meeting and he is not a dancer! When I whispered this message to him, I thought that would be the end of it. Instead, he directed me to the microphone and he himself led the 200 people dancing around the church. Never in 30 years had we danced at this particular meeting! Joy, gladness, jubilation broke out. Praise reached a new level. People (even these "old" people) were refreshed. And I…, well... I was humbled and grateful to have exercised faith (O me, of little faith!) in proclaiming that word.

The Surprises Of The Spirit

This may seem like a small thing or even a frivolous thing but I felt like it contained an important lesson about continuing in the Spirit. Be ready for His surprises! On the vigil of Pentecost last year, our Holy Father met with a half million representatives of the ecclesial movements and reminded us of this: "Whenever the Spirit intervenes, He leaves people astonished. He brings about events of amazing new newness: He radically changes persons and history." When is the last time you were "astonished?"

Just as the Charismatic Renewal was the result of a surprising intervention of the Holy Spirit, there is more in store for us if we are willing to approach the Lord with expectant faith. While I would have felt more comfortable giving a teaching on joy, the Holy Spirit wanted the people to have a taste of joy by dancing as children before the Lord. The challenges facing us as we enter third millennium are daunting. but not too daunting for the Spirit of the Living God! This God of ours has mercies that will surpass the miseries of our times. Remember, "The favors of the Lord are not exhausted, His mercies are not spent; They are renewed every morning, so great is His faithfulness" (Lam. 3:22-23). But where is our expectant faith?

Examine Yourselves To See Whether You Are Holding To Your Faith (2 Cor. 13:15)

Brothers and sisters, are we resisting the Holy Spirit and grieving Him through our lack of faith? What about holiness? Are we still willing to believe that God can make saints out of the likes of us? What about evangelism? Are there new initiatives we may be squelching? What about the charisms? Have we lowered our expectations there? What about a vision for our nation? What bold prayers are we leaving unsaid? Are our eyes fixed on the Lord or are they fixed on others and maybe even on ourselves? Do these excuses sound familiar to you?

"I'll never change. He'll never change. It will never change."

"We've never done it that way before."

"What will people think?"

"I'm too old, too young, and too sick."

"I don't have the energy, the talent, and the resources."

"It used to be so much easier when we first began."

In order to keep all the marvelous charisms from disappearing in our midst, we must go back to what we learned in the beginning: “to give the power back to God" (Ps. 68:34), to exercise expectant faith. From St. Peter's Square on the vigil of Pentecost, 1998, the words of our Holy Father resounded, "Open yourselves with docility to the gifts of the Spirit! Accept with gratitude and obedience the charisms which the Spirit never ceases to bestow on us!" And what is this obedience if not the obedience of faith?

My Thoughts are Not Your Thoughts (Is. 9.5.8)

" God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise, God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong" (I Cor. 1: 27). Too often we survey a situation according to a worldly wisdom rather than the wisdom of the Cross. Just recently I was trying to launch a publicity campaign for our annual conference. I chose the most energetic, articulate, experienced members of the prayer group to assist me. God chose a young crippled girl on crutches, new to the life in the Spirit, to assist Him. This young girl posted one of our brochures in a local church where she was spotted by a man who has a radio program. He was so impressed with her courage and desire to spread the faith that he invited her to do an hour interview. Before her accident she had been away from the faith and spiraling downward fast. But through the love and witness of friends who brought her to our prayer group after her spinal cord injury, she found the Lord. "Now I awaken every morning burning with desire to receive Jesus in the Eucharist and a burning with desire to read God's word." This "weak, foolish" in the eyes of the world, child was a more convincing publicity agent than anyone on my list. And why did I overlook her? Because "My thoughts are not your thoughts nor are your ways My ways, says the Lord" (Is. 55:8).

Do you have people right in your midst that God wants to use?

Who has a testimony to share? Who has received a healing? Who has this "burning desire" to please Jesus in any way possible? It may be "an older someone"... an Anna or a Simeon. It may be "a younger someone"... a "Daughter of Jairus" or a Timothy. I am thoroughly convinced that there are people out there whom God will use far more powerfully than He's used any of us up until now. They're just waiting to be discovered by those who can see with the eyes of faith!

Together With Mary, The Mother Of Jesus (Acts 1:14)

We have someone who can help us to obtain this expectant faith and her name is Mary. What belongs to a mother is shared freely with her children. Let's ask that Mary's expectant faith may be ours. Yes, Mary, give us your own faith that frees the Holy Spirit to act and to overshadow us with His power. Let's learn from our Mother an attitude of prayer and humility and service so as not to spoil the beauty of God's work. She beckons us to join her with these words, "O magnify the Lord with me and let us exalt His name together!" (Ps. 34:3). Let us respond by saying, "Now to Him who by the power working within us is able to do far more abundantly than all that we can ask or think, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations for ever and ever. Amen" (Eph. 3:20).

This article is taken with permission, from the March/April 1999 issue of the ICCRS Newsletter.